Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Frustrations and Something New...

My life isn't as okay as it was before... my photography training and workshop has been put off since I can't buy a camera at the moment and it really is absolutely frustrating and disheartening, I must say :(

I admit that I am still a bit upset up to now though I'm trying to restrain myself from that desire instead focused myself on improving my laid-back lifestyle somehow, at least. Nonetheless, I managed to be more 'useful' and make each day a challenging one for me. Woke up early in the morning to set off our shop and make business with others,check on the kids after a few hours after minding the shop, feed the birds, bathe my dogs, Jaya and Tam. Mind you, no watching tv the whole day anymore, na-ah! not in this life time. I would say, making something productive everyday even when you're jobless is indeed a lot of help literally, physically, socially and figuratively.

At the end of the day, I have my kids to talk, play, and sleep beside with... so it's really not that bad afterall indeed a life still full of blessing. It's just a matter of waiting for the right time and being patient. (I'm just not sure if I still can endure the waiting but hey I am trying me best here)

These photos though sure brightens my day, my little princess. Once again, she fits her gown she wore about four years ago. Imagine that??!! Sure noticed how she outgrow the gown and a bit snugly, just a bit. :) No matter what, she is still the prettiest for me. Not to mention that she was wearing my shoes here.

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